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Confusion.

SB convinced me to go through with it. Being a logical choice, but inside, I was still toiling. Though after discovering it was a really early pregnancy, a chemically induced evacuation wouldn’t be too different from a heavy period. so, at work, I texted him the procedure as we couldn’t really talk about it in front of my eldest daughter, and his replies were as if he wanted to keep it. This made me very confused.

I miscarried anyway due to the internal conflict and anxiety.